In Her Tomb By The Sounding Sea

Have you ever:

1) Self harmed? Yes.

2) Got into a real fight? Nope.

3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? Yes.

4) Tried to commit suicide? No.

5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? I think so.

6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? Tried to, but didn’t work out.

7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? I’m not sure.

8) Accused someone of using you? Yes, but not to their face.

9) Shoplifted? No

10) Gotten drunk/high? High, yes. Drunk, almost.

11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? Not favorite, but one of them.

12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? Yep.

(Right now) Are you:

13) Suicidal? Maybe.

14) Bored?Yes.

15) Avoiding someone? Yes and no.

16) Avoiding some task? I guess.

17) Depressed? Yep.

18) Crying? Almost.

19) Annoyed with a friend? Not really.

20) Worried and confused about something important to you? Yep.

Do you:

21) Get depressed easily? Yep.

22) Get jealous/envious easily? Sometimes.

23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? Not really. It kind of reminds me of the problems.

24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? Yeah. I kinda do a lot.

25) Try hard in all your classes at school? I try as hard as I feel that day.

26) Go out drinking? Nope.

27) Smoke cigarettes? Yep.

28) Smoke weed? Occasionally.

29) Do any hard drugs? I’m not sure.

30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, why? I’m not sure for 29.

31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? Religion if free will. I’m pretty sure what I believe in, I’m the only one who thinks this way.

32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? Nope. I can’t stand being away from people I care about.

33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? Potentially, but it’s short term.

34) Believe people deserve second chances? Everyone.

35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying) Nope. I usually don’t believe violence is the answer to anything or getting revenge on someone.

36) Think things will get better? Not usually. I’m a pretty pessimistic person.

37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? Yeah.

38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest) Not usually. I don’t care what others think of me.

Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:

39) Long hair OR short hair? Depends on who they are. I generally don’t have a preference.

40)(On a girl) Nice smile OR nice chest? Smile. I’m not really into girls…

41)(On a guy) Nice smile OR nice chest? Smile.

42) Shy OR open? Open.

43) Eyes OR body? Both.

44) Religious OR non-religious? Non-religious.

45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? Both.

46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? Doesn’t matter. It’s their choice on how they choose to live their life.

47) Piercings OR no piercings? Doesn’t matter.

48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? Doesn’t matter.

49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? Home.

50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with? I’d prefer both.

Would you:

51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? Not on purpose.

52) Smoke weed? Yes.

53) Smoke cigarettes? Yes.

54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? No.

55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? Already have.

56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? Probably not, though some days I’m not so sure.

57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what? Yes.

58) Join a band as a part time activity? Sure.

59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse? Yeah.

60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them? No because then I’d be going against theirs. That would make me a hypocrite. Plus, I don’t really care.

61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like? Sure. I already want to, but I can’t.

62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family? No.

63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? I prefer real pictures.

64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? Sure.

65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people? Nope. I’m nice to everyone.

66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them? Never.

67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems? The people closest to me, I would never lie to them.

68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? I’m skinny enough. If I were trying to fit into clothes, it’d be probably be bigger sizes, so I’d be gaining weight. But if that were the case, still no.

69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you? Nope.

70) Sleep naked? Have before…

You can only choose one:

71) Black or Orange? Orange.

72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore? Post-Hardcore.

73) Cellphone or Computer? Computer.

74) Chocolate milk OR Coke? Chocolate milk.

75) Tumblr OR Friends? Friends.

76) Apple OR PC? PC.

77) TV Shows OR Movies? Movies.

78) Old bands OR new Bands? Old bands.

79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock? Alternative Rock.

80) Reading OR Listening to music? Listening to music.

81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice. Coke. Pepsi tastes horrible.

82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically? Staying who I am because I like myself right now.

83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge? Breakdown.

84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice. Kellin Quinn. I love Sleeping With Sirens.

85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice. Ronnie. Because it’s Ronnie!

86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary? My life already makes fun if itself and it would be the most boring documentary in history, so comedy.

87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe? Europe.

88) Shoes OR Shirts? Shirts.

89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence? Suicide Silence.

90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice. Stay in school. I need school to get the career I want.

Almost over:

91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest. Yes.

92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family? Yeah.

93) Do you want to travel when you are older? Sure.

94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams? Never.

95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions? Sort of.

96) Rather be the opposite sex? For a day to see what it’s like.

97) What will you name your son/daughter? I love the names Paul and Oliver for a boy and Juliette and Cambriah for a girl.

98) Do you get harassed more than most people do? Nope.

99) What band do you hate the most? BrokeNcyde

100) What makes you a bad person in your mind? I’m not sure. Sometimes I’m selfish.